
I stand before Her, eyes averted submissively. She is dressed head to toe in black leather and I feel my knees buckle as Her overwhelming presence forces me to my knees. “Look up at me slaveboy” I hear Her demand and as I look up Her body I see Her hands on Her hips towering over me. In Her 5” heels she’s over 6 feet tall and Her leather encased body is absolute perfection. Her hair pulled back and Her makeup making Her look even more beautiful and more wicked than ever. But what has my attention more than anything is the enormous rubber cock protruding from Her crotch. I can’t take my eyes from it and this amuses Her. I have been trained often, and extensively by Domina Amanda as Her obedient anal slave. Sometimes She is gentle and caring, more often vicious and sadistic as She violates me whenever She desires. But nothing could prepare me for what I kneel before at this moment. My heart races and my mind races. It can’t fit....She wouldn’t actually....I can’t imagine how badly it will hurt! As if sensing my confusion and terror She takes my face by my chin and guides my mouth to the thick 11” dildo extending from Her. “Kiss My cock slaveboy” She purrs and presses it to my lips. The taste of rubber is strong as I open my mouth and She begins to slide it in. I’m gagging on it and have barely engulfed the head. There’s so much more to it and I actually tremble. The thought of begging Her and telling Her I’m not ready occurs to me but I quickly dismiss them knowing it would arouse Her further if I show my fear. But how can I not be terrified of this enormous weapon She has before me? It’s at least 2” longer and half again thicker than anything She’s ever had inside my ass. I gag repeatedly as She tests the limits of my throat and tries to control my gag reflex. Or perhaps She’s taking cruel delight in making it happen....I can’t tell from Her cold eyes as She looks down on me.
When I can barely see through the tears in my eyes from choking, Domina Amanda steps back and orders me to the bench. I know the bench well. It’s a four post padded structure that She straps me to when it’s time to train my ass... when she wants to use me for cruel bondage sex. My wrists and ankles are bound to the bench and I’m completely helpless. Ass in the air, available to anyone and everyone and today especially to one huge black strapon cock. Without being able to help myself I begin to beg for mercy as She drizzles lube down the crack of my ass and begins stroking the strapon with Her gloved hand. “Be thankful I’m using lube slaveboy” is Her response and it brings chills to me. She’s going to do it! She’s going to tear my ass open with a strapon bigger than any real cock I’ve ever seen. I feel Her pressing the head of it against my hole and begin to whimper. The pressure is unbelievable and as She slides the head in my ass opens wide and it hurts like hell. I groan and whimper as She pushes the head in and suffer agonizingly hoping the burning ache in my ass will soon subside. Even one inch at a time, slowly inserted carefully this cock will hurt me but I’ve been on the receiving end of Domina Amanda’s femdom strapon training session enough times to know that gentle doesn’t excite Her. I can’t pull away and as I feel Her grab my hips I know what’s coming and I begin to scream almost before I feel Her thrust deep into my ass. I’m screaming out but it’s as if I’m outside myself. That cock is so far inside me that I swear it’s going to come through me. I feel Domina Amanda pressing Her body against me from behind and can smell the mix of Her perfume and leather as She rubs Herself hard against the harness forcing the strapon agonizingly deep into my ass. I feel Her pull back and then thrust hard back into me over and over again and I completely submit. I am completely broken physically and mentally as She uses me any way She needs, wants or desires. Any resistance I may have ever had, and it was limited to begin with, has been assfucked out of me and I am owned. I hear Her breathing as She pushes deeply in and whispers in my ear that I am nothing more than an ass cunt to fuck when She wants it and in Her voice I can hear the arousal...the lust She enjoys in completely destroying a slave’s will to think or resist Her. This anal training session was not about training at all. As I lay there bent over the bench, my ass burning from the reaming She has given it, and as tears stream down my face I realize this session was Her making a statement of just how thoroughly She owns me, Her male sex slave. To Her I am nothing more than a hole to use when She wants and the degradation and breaking is complete.
Monday, May 12, 2008
Completely Overwhelmed
Thursday, March 6, 2008
Ass worship anyone?

Anyone having read my writings before knows that I have a weakness for a beautiful woman's ass. The perfect curve of her luscious ass bent seductively and beckoning for worship. There are many shapes and sizes of women's asses and many versions of beauty. That said, there is no ass finer than the one Domina Amanda thrusts into her slaveboy's face whenever She desires. This post shares a fantasy of servitude I have had since I first felt the addiction of Domina Amanda.
The text message arrives as I find myself at home with my wife for the evening. It's not a request or a question...it's a demand. The demand is made by Her...the woman no man can refuse. I read it slowly and begin to feel my heart race and my cock swell. The message is short and direct leaving no room for interpretation. An address, 10pm and a directive to wear clothing with easy access. I arrive to find a limousine parked outside the address and as the door opens I step in and settle upon the floor. Looking up as my eyes adjust to the light inside the car I see Domina Amanda's long legs encased in black stockings and knee-high boots. Her dress is slit high on the hip and is cut extremely low in the front. Her hair is pulled back and Her makeup is heavy giving Her a wickedly severe and sexy look for the evening. Each time I see Her She looks a little different than the time previous. She's always the most beautiful woman imaginable but in a chameleon-like fashion. As I look up at Her I see a cruel smile form on Her sexy red lips. "Tonight you'll be anything I desire slaveboy" She says and I nod submissively. She opens her legs revealing Her freshly shaved pussy and my cock aches with lust. The entire ride there I am permitted to look upon that which I desire so strongly but not to touch or lick of course.
As we arrive at the party Domina Amanda reaches down and clamps a collar around my neck and attaches a leash. I am told to undress and as She leaves the limousine and I crawl along a long red carpet behind Her as every guest lining the red carpet watches the Goddess bringing Her toy to the party. Her entrance is spectacular as many beautiful Mistresses greet Her seemingly deferential to Her despite their dominant personnas. There is no doubt She is the most important and revered guest at the party. She takes a seat set aside for Her and Her every need is catered. A drink arrives and She sits back and takes in the festivities. Looking around the room hungrily as She watches various femdom scenes taking place before Her. "Slaveboy...amuse me now" She says and I begin to worship Her boots tenderly sucking the heel into my mouth and kissing along Her perfect calves. Her long legs are supreme and as She shifts in Her seat She allows Her dress to lift and I see part of Her exquisite ass. Looking up at Her she nods to me and I begin kissing my way up Her smooth thighs and up to the perfectly formed ass cheek. I kiss it softly and trace my tongue along Her warm flesh drinking in Her taste and smelling Her scent mixed with Her perfume. Domina Amanda shifts Her weight a little more and lifts Her ass a little higher. "More slaveboy" She demands and I slide my tongue between Her cheeks and press against Her opening. I look up at Her with pleading eyes hoping She will allow me the privilege of sliding my tongue inside Her and as She nods I press firmly and feel my tongue enter Her tight warm ass. I lick and probe Her so completely enslaved as my cock aches to the point of almost cumming from sheer desire. I feel Her press Her boot against my hard cock and full, aching balls and without consciously knowing it I begin to hump Her boot pathetically, no doubt amusing the onlookers. And there with my tongue deep in Domina Amanda's wonderful ass, rimming Her as Her fingers slowly and purposefully tease her pussy, I feel Her begin to stroke my cock with Her boot and know that I'm going to cum unless She stops me.
I am lost within my worship for Her and I fail to realize the circle of people that has formed around Domina Amanda's throne. They are all watching me but I am lost in ass worship of Her, simultaneously riding Her boot as She begins to move Her foot more quickly and as I moan into Her ass I realize She will permit me my public release. I feel myself boiling over and as I thrust my tongue as deep into Her ass as I can reach I explode all over Her boot, pumping cum all along the leather. As I begin to tremble She pushes me away from Her ass and it's at this point I realize how on display I am. Everyone is watching and I know what I am to do. Moving back down I begin licking up my mess, slowly cleaning Domina Amanda's boots and amusing Her as others begin to clap at the performance. My cheeks flush with embarrassment but I also smile knowing I have pleased Her.
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
The Best Night of the Week


If you're reading this blog then you are already experiencing the addiction that is Domina Amanda. And you have probably been waiting anxiously for the past 7 long days for tonight to come around. Prepare yourself to kneel before Domina Amanda and Mistress Alexis as they bring you a most Devilish Tease. These women are gorgeous, irresistibly wicked, and will have you doing whatever they wish. Be sure to be in the community kink chatroom by 10:30 ET, tune in to talkshoeradio, and prepare to be owned. After the show, for the lucky few that are able to find them available, both Domina Amanda and Mistress Alexis will be taking calls, both together and seperately. Do you crave the wicked cruelty and seductive torture of Domina Amanda? Or perhaps what you desire most is the sensual seductive tease of Mistress Alexis. And for the rare few, perhaps a blending of both perfect styles. See you tonight in chat....wouldn't miss this for the world!
Mr Smith
Saturday, February 23, 2008
A slavegirl temptress....

As if the vision of the drop-dead gorgeous Domina Amanda were not enough to make any man comply with her wishes, from time to time, if the slave is extremely lucky, she will incorporate into her femdom sessions her very lovely female sex slave. As you can see from the picture, Domina Amanda's slavegirl is extraordinarly beautiful as you might expect. She's also extremely skilled at pleasuring a man when commanded to do so. But before you get too many ideas fellow slaves, know that slavegirl will only do what Domina Amanda tells her to...nothing more...nothing less. This slut is used by Domina Amanda to tease and torture her slaveboys, acting as a living sex toy under her total domination and direction. During one of our recent femdom strapon sessions I had the privilege of meeting slavegirl and I have to say she is stunning. A beautiful pretty face and a body built for sin. At first, like most slaves I was excited about what I could do with her, but I quickly realized that I'd have to earn every fantasy I was having and would likely end up aroused and frustrated by her unless I obeyed and pleased Domina Amanda's every command.
As slavegirl crawled into the room completely naked my cock responded immediately. And as I watched her kneel before Domina Amanda and without hesitation begin to lick and kiss the entire length of her owner's black boots, I felt my pulse quicken. When Domina Amanda rolled over to allow her slave to bury her face in her perfect ass, I began to squirm against my restraints, so wanting to be allowed a chance to worship too. But when she turned around, and roughly grabbed her slavegirl's head, forcing her thick strapon down her slut's throat, I cried out in my frustration. Domina Amanda looked at me and laughed, while slavegirl hungrily swallowed every inch. To be so close to these two gorgeous women and yet be so unnecessary to their play was quite the experience. She stood there, face fucking her slave with her strapon cock, smiling as she watched me longing to be involved. Then, after a particularly savage thrust that made slavegirl gasp and choke, Domina Amanda whispered into her slut's ear and the slave began to crawl towards me, up between my legs. Watching her eyes as she all at once took me into her mouth and straight down her throat without hesitation and I began to moan. I looked up at Domina Amanda as she smiled wickedly knowing the pleasure her slavegirl was bringing me and how easily she would have me doing anything else she desired. Each time I was to do something in session I was reminded how easily the pleasure slavegirl was giving me could be taken away. A snap of Domina's fingers and the slavegirl stopped sucking and crawled back to her owner. I wanted to cum in that young pretty mouth so badly but also knew it wouldn't be without surrendering my ass to Domina Amanda's wicked strapon. And she's not gentle...she loves to ride her slaveboy's ass so hard I can barely stand it. But as she pounds in and out of me raping my ass I feel slavegirl's mouth beinging to again work expertly as she licks and sucks me better than I've ever experienced. I'm told Domina Amanda has trained her on many slaves and toys to become the best cocksucker imaginable and I also know that the training has paid off. My cock is so ready to explode but even with the strapon ramming in and out of my ass and Domina Amanda raking her long nails down my back as she thrusts into me deeper and deeper, slavegirl still manages to control the pace and keep me on the edge without exploding. I can hear Domina Amanda breathing in my ear as she leans down onto my back driving the strapon even deeper and as she purrs in my ear that my ass belongs to her I groan and give in completely. She gives the command and in seconds slavegirl is swallowing every single drop of cum her Domina can milk from me through an incredible anal orgasm. My ass is slowly pumped and I feel myself releasing every last ounce of cum from my body into that sexy young mouth. It is an intensely pleasurable and painful experience. To cum so hard and so fully, all the while having your ass pounded harder than ever before by such a thick rubber cock, used in such a forceful, demanding way. As the femdom strapon session ends, and as slavegirl is led away by her leash, still licking my cum from her lips, I feel myself trembling in awe at Domina Amanda's complete domination of both her toys...slavegirl and myself.
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Why Domina Amanda?
The list below attempts to explain the allure and addiction of Domina Amanda. She is quite literally unequalled and for these reasons below, as well as many others.
1.) Her intelligent, sophisticated and erotic blog writings at Femdom Diary of Domina Amanda which she regularly updates. Reading her entries gives you a glimpse into the erotic and wicked mind behind the Demoness Amanda herself. Her posts range from experiences she shares to femdom fantasies she has brought to life while enjoying the slaves who have had the privilege to serve her. She often explains the psychological component to several aspects of female domination and male submission and the posts are both well written and engaging for the reader.
2.) This may not be the case for all her adoring slaves, but for many, including me, the ruthless use of her amazing strapon collection, and the way she incorporates the perfect one into each of her domination phone sex calls is incredible. She loves using them on the asses of her boys and she’s not gentle. You’ll know when Domina Amanda has your ass believe me! Just the visual of this gorgeous woman all strapped up with this huge cock waiting for your attention is overwhelming, but as she begins to use it on you it’s amazing how real it feels even over the phone. In our conversations and IM’s it’s always something she knows can elicit a response whenever she desires one. She easily wields her strapon “cock” as both a femdom weapon of seduction and cruelty depending on her mood and a slave’s behavior.
3.) One look at Domina Amanda’s pictures and you notice immediately her perfect long legs and exquisitely formed ass. No man is safe as even a glimpse of her is enough to make you her slave forever. In her erotic audio recordings and femdom stories, Domina Amanda leaves no doubt that she enjoys using her ass to her advantage, easily disarming men who let their lust for her cloud their judgement and ability to resist. She loves to have her sexy slavegirl worship her ass, burying her tongue deep inside it. Male slaves can only dream of that privilege and spend every second serving her with the strong desire they may someday earn the chance to orally worship the gorgeous ass of Domina Amanda. Rumor has it that from time to time she blesses an extremely obedient male slave with the chance to kneel behind her, and thoroughly prove his devotion in an extended ass worship session.
4.) And speaking of her slavegirl, in her erotic audio recordings, the girl known only as slavegirl and puppy whore is used to arouse and entice any man who hears them. The image of Domina Amanda using this beautiful young girl for her own pleasures has male slaves dreaming of the possibility of earning the attentions of slavegirl if they please her owner. But be careful, slavegirl is completely loyal to Domina Amanda and does only what she is told. She is the perfect tool of seduction and the idea of being made to watch her pleasure Domina Amanda either by licking and eating her perfect ass, or taking her biggest strapon deep in her ass is something no man can resist. During our calls I was made to beg Domina Amanda to let her slavegirl suck my cock while she fucked my ass with her strapon. Behaving obediently might earn you the chance to cum in that wickedly innocent mouth or you might be left aching and hard as she retreats from your cock at Domina’s command. She is a devilish weapon of tease and denial, and her owner wields her so very well.
5.) Recently on cockradio, Devilish Tease made it's debut with Domina Amanda joined by the gorgeous and lovely Mistress Alexis. Any of you in the chatroom or listening in know that the blending of Domina Amanda’s wicked erotic mind with the sultry tease Mistress Alexis is a perfect match. Both on the radio and in chat, every cock was hard as they eagerly awaited the chance to experience serving both Mistresses by calling in after the show. Domina Amanda has told me that she wants to show Mistress Alexis how well my ass takes a thick strapon...she says she has a new one she wants to show off and that my ass is the perfect place for it. I so look forward to the chance to do a femdom strapon session with both of these amazing young women. There are many hosted chats and radio shows that are excellent but I have to confess my desire to see Wednesday night come around just a little quicker each week!
6.) They say blondes have more fun but dark haired beautiful women are always more exotic and mysterious. One look into Domina Amanda’s dark eyes and you know you are her prey. You also know you stand no chance if she sets her sights upon you and decides to make her yours. As you might have guessed from my writing this blog...she most definitely has me in her sights and has me completely enslaved. She has whispered to me that she is having a new strapon made with my ass specifically in mind. One that will be contoured to her exact demands, which she intends fill my ass with like nothing before.
7.) Many women are dominant and controlling. Many Mistresses have their slaves craving their attention and wishing to serve. I have served many Mistresses on the phone but had never felt quite as out of control and owned as I have felt in every call with Domina Amanda. I don’t know how her other slaves feel exactly but I can imagine they share my desperate feeling of addiction to this gorgeous and controlling dominant woman. I want to please her all the time. I am always looking to serve her more thoroughly and in doing so have found myself taking risks and performing acts I never thought I would. All this to meet her demand for perfect obedience. Domina Amanda expects...and gets total control of her slaves and is amused by her ability to use it as she wishes.
8.) As a part of the addiction, slaves find themselves expanding their limits and becoming more submissive to Domina Amanda’s will than they ever thought possible. I thought I had a pretty good idea of my limits when I first experienced a femdom session with Domina Amanda but during the session I easily passed beyond boundaries I had set to the point of begging to do things for Her I had thought I would never ever do. Expertly, Domina Amanda takes you into situations and fantasies and as she seduces you fully she changes your limits. When you reflect back on a call and what you have done...or you look at the pressing desire you have to call her again, or to kneel before her and type a blog entry, to do anything she desires really, you realize that she owns you. You have given yourself to Her and will do whatever she asks...probably even more.
9.) Of course no mention of the perfection that is Domina Amanda would be complete without mentioning her voice. From the first erotic audio I heard of hers I knew I’d call her. There are some wonderful, playful and sexy voices but no one combines the wickedness, confidence and seduction into a voice that instantly hardens your cock like Domina Amanda does. Listen to any of her audio recordings and you know you’re under her control. You know she knows she’s perfect, that she’s the best and that you will give her whatever she wants. You will want to hear more of her and so every call you make to her, every erotic audio you listen to, and every time you listen to Devilish Tease, you feed the addiction to Her.
10.) And finally, as we arrive at the final of 10 reasons I am writing this devotion blog for Domina Amanda, I ask the question...isn’t it obvious? For all the reasons above to be sure, but overriding all that, in fact, as a result of everything I have typed above, the reason I am typing this blog entry...the reason this blog is devoted solely to the Perfect Dominatrix is She demanded it. Not in the sense of asking me directly but in the expectation that I would serve her every need. My cock has throbbed more with every key stroke as I have typed this hoping it will please her and experiencing every wicked femdom fantasy and feeling she has evoked within me since I first knelt before her not so long ago...she just told me her strapon is rock hard and wants my ass again, so I have to go now and spread myself for her. I hope she grinds down on me when she is inside of my ass, so she can use me to bring herself to orgasm.
Monday, February 18, 2008
One look and she has you...

Can there really be any doubt as to why Domina Amanda has quickly become so popular with the slaves that frequent LDW's chatroom and call in? She is gorgeous, seductive, wicked and tempting beyond compare. You find yourself helpless in her presence...resisting is useless and the addiction is intense. This blog has been created at her direction. I find myself needing to serve her, wanting to please her and lusting for her attention constantly. One look at this perfect woman and you will know why.
Mr Smith